My shadow's   Shedding skin and   I've been picking   Scabs again   I'm down   Digging through   My old muscles   Looking for a clue      I've been crawling on my belly   Clearing out what could've been   I've been wallowing in my own confused   And insecure delusions   For a piece to cross me over   Or a word to guide me in   I wanna feel the changes coming down   I wanna know what I've been hiding in      My shadow   Change is coming through my shadow   My shadow's shedding skin   I've been picking   My scabs again      I've been crawling on my belly   Clearing out what could've been   I've been wallowing in my own chaotic   And insecure delusions      I wanna feel the change consume me,   Feel the outside turning in   I wanna feel the metamorphosis and   Cleansing I've endured within      My shadow   Change is coming   Now is my time   Listen to my muscle memory   Contemplate what I've been clinging to   Forty six and two ahead of me      I choose to live and to   Grow, take and give and to   Move, learn and love and to   Cry, kill and die and to   Be paranoid and to   Lie, hate and fear and to   Do what it takes to move through      I choose to live and to   Lie, kill and give and to   Die, learn and love and to   Do what it takes to step through      See my shadow changing,   Stretching up and over me   Soften this old armor   Hoping I can clear the way   By stepping through my shadow,   Coming out the other side   Step into the shadow   Forty six and two are just ahead of me