you forced a smile, half-consciously   you destroyed me, smashed me to bits   we are a head-on collision   i wish you were just a face, not once-loving eyes,   i wish we were two people separate without history    today is not a heart around a number on my calendar   i stand up, brush the dirt off, and take another step...    i wanna be there when you fall down;   just to prove you wrong i will catch you    you made me smile constantly, i don't know what   happened to this. you were reckless with me   we are a distant memory   in you i find my will to lose, and i lose, and i'm losing again    today is not a heart around a number on my calendar   i stand up, brush the dirt off, and take another step...    i wanna be there when you fall down;   just to prove you wrong i will catch you