i guess you're having a party tonight   i wasn't invited, but that's alright   i heard about it anyway   i might stop by, but i doubt i'll stay   cause i can't eat   and i'm having trouble getting to sleep   and i'm seeing double   it's no mystery and   what do you think's going on with me      and i can't fully understand   how you got the upper hand   i guess you got control of me   you played me like the lottery      i pulled into your yard last night   you saw my car you turned out the lights   it doesn't matter anyway   i wasn't even gonna stay   well, i just stopped by to drop off these   pictures of my broken knees   i guess you won't be needing these      and i can't fully understand   how you got the upper hand   i guess you got control of me   you played me like the lottery      i followed you to where you were   and now i feel like some kind of jerk   cause you turned around and saw me there   and all i did was stand and stare   you probably think i'm just a pest   hanging around your circulation desk   i guess i'll go on home   where once again i can be alone      and i can't fully understand   how you got the upper hand   i guess you got control of me   you played me like the lottery