I'm trying, denying    why won't you ever talk to me    I know it, can't show it    I guess it's kind of hard to see    I'm learning, confirming    the lies a thousand times before    I know it, can't blow it    not long before you shut the door    I'm trying, denying    I guess it's never supposed to be    it's coming down now    it's coming down because of me    when I look into your eyes    you know you've got me hypnotized    all I want is to hold on    I know all these problems just begin    it seems as if they'll never end    all I want is to hold on to you    want to lay back and close my eyes    dream of things I could not find    just lay back and close my eyes    I'm trying, denying    I guess it's never supposed to be (just lay back and close my eyes)    it's coming down now (just lay back and close my eyes)    it's coming down because of me