Feel no guilt but I do feel pain   Regret brings me sorrow and drives me insane   I look for the answer and then look away   Afraid to reform, therefore here I will stay      My future is this cause they hold all the keys   I lay here helpless; a fatal disease   Staring at everyone straight in the eye   I'm pessimistic and they wonder why      Regret it right now cause my chance was back then   I'm not here now   We're not here now   You left me here in the darkness again      Someday I'll leave without saying goodbye   Off to some planet, away my dreams fly   I'll be left here as my life comes undone   Put in a room where I can't see the sun   So where do I run?      Regret it right now cause my chance was back then   I'm not here now   We're not here now   You left me here in the darkness again   Abandoned   Infected   Alone      When will I be allowed into the light?      The diamonds that shine and the hearts made of gold   Who I thought seemed beautiful now seems so cold   Everyone guesses and everyone acts   Living by instinct and never by facts      Regret it right now cause my chance was back then   I'm not here now   We're not here now   You left me here in the darkness again   Abandoned   Infected   Alone