can we    can we kill each other quickly    quick enough so i won't feel it    a shot of strobe light anesthia    we’ll all be fine    as I’m beginning to feel cold    my hands are shaking from fear    white from clutching my pride    red from cutting you    and blue from telling lies    'cause i’m sick of the stabbing    i’m sick of the breaking    i’m sick of the bleeding until we fall down    sick of this circle of death that we dance through    again and again, just lay me in the ground    let's fall asleep together    hold me darling 'cause I’m scared    and I can't do this alone    but i need    your heartbeat    to haunt me   your cold lips to breathe    a promise that, tomorrow    we'll wake up somewhere new