Stand there alone   As the cops and the lawyers debate   And now they chop me to pieces   Or shoot me   Captain Merill did quite well   I was a bastard, I'd say   Another Martyr   Another story   To be seen   I remember, I was a child now I know   And I knew what was best for my time... here...   Now, it's not how I'd envisioned   When I made my decision   Now, I pull all my strength from my fear   Death convinced my cousins to go   My mother still wears black and cries   Our eyes broken all its ties   And I'm waiting to hear the laugh that burns in their eyes   No one will ever know,   No one will ever see,   No one could ever say   That anyone ever knew me   No one will ever know,   No one will ever see,   No one could ever say   That anyone ever knew me   These are my reasons   It's not so   It's not indoctrination   No, these are my reasons   These are my reasons   No, it's not damnation   Not indocrtinations,   My mother wears black,   Ms. Collin wears black   Ms. Hunt wears black   Ms. Shay wears black   Ms. Bolley wears black   Ms. McGuinness wears black   Ms. McGuire wears black   Ms. Kurt wears black   Ms. Malone wears black   Ms. McKenny wears black   Ms. Brennan wears black   Ms. Obrient wers black   Ms. O'Shay wears black   Ms. Prestler wears black   Ms. Darby wears black   Ms. Collins wears black   Ms. Casey wears black   Ms. Henderson wears black   Ms. Balley wears black   Ms. Manglin wears black...   (fade)