CANT GO BACK  WHAT CAN I DO  I CAN SEE HOW EVERYTHING IS WEIGHING ON YOU    EVERY MANS DREAM  MOMENT OF LUST  A BROKEN BOND WITH SOMEONE TRUST--ED    EDGE OF INSANITY-BARELY REMEMBER  LIKE A PITBULL BEING DRAGGED TO A DOG FIGHT  HALF WANTING TO -THE OTHER TREMBLING  IMPENDING DOOM IN THE WAKE OF THAT NIGHT  KNEW IT WASNT RIGHT  WISH I NEVER GOT THE INVITE  SHOULD HAVE PUT ON THE STOP LIGHT  HAVE PERFECT 20/20 HINDSIGHT    MORNING COMES  EYES OPEN SLOWLY  REALITY HITS ME LIKE A TSUNAMI    NO EYES FOCUSED  REGRETS ABOUNDING  ALL THE SUDDEN THINGS WERE FEELING CROWD-ED    B LINE FOR THE DOOR-HEAD BOWED IN SHAME  FEELINGS OF REGRETS BEGIN TO ACCELERATE  LIVE A LIFE GOOD-ONE NIGHT OF EVIL  MY HEARTS NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO BEAR THIS WEIGHT   WANNA SET THINGS STRAIGHT  SLEEP IN THE BED THAT WE CR--EATE  I TURNED INTO THE PERSON I HATE  MY REMORSE I CANT DOWNSTATE    ALL I CAN DO IS TELL YOU IN THIS SONG  BOUT THE NIGHT THAT EVERYTHING WENT WRONG  FACE TO FACE NOT AN OPTION FOR ME  TO MY FRIEND--THIS IS MY APOLOGY