There's no more to be felt  No need to gasp for air  Floor of the bathroom has stopped to be  So cold and hard - so cold and hard  There's no more sound to be heard  The roome became gloomy  But I was still conscious in spite of  The silence and void - silence and void  Have no perception of shapes or forms  No concrete memory ... no here and there  Only a knowledge of my being's all I have  There ain't nothing, no one, nowhere  Alone ... alone  Time must end - nothing to help me  Endless pain and tormenting want  It started to dawn on me then  Initially too weak to notice  And too far away to get fully aware  Of light shining there  Struck by sudden hope  Light became brighter and brighter  And started to brust - started to brust  Frightened of thoughts  That will eat me up from inside  There's no escape, no way to erase  Nothingness, crushed from outside  Feel like dust that's lost in nowhere  Ashamed ... ashamed  Time must end - nothing to help me  Endless pain and tormenting want