How do I have faith  When I believe  They will turn me down  I try, I try to trust you  But you never follow through  Before I turn myself away  For you  Before I turn myself away  For you    I am not  This isolated  I am not  This shy or strange or jaded    I am innocence destructing  Turn on you to force the change  Turn myself into the victim  Of my own creation    I am disconnection central  Lost the party on my line  Too much longing in this distance  For a new form of communication    How do I have faith  When I believe  They will turn me down  I try, I try to trust you  But you never follow through  Before I turn myself away  For you  Before I turn myself away  For you    I am not  This self-defeating  It's just  A phrase I keep repeating    I am innocence destructing  Turn on you to force the change  Turn myself into the victim  Of my own creation    I am disconnection central  Lost the party on my line  Too much longing in this distance  For a new form of communication  Communication    I am innocence destructing  I am innocence destructing  How do I have faith  I am innocence destructing    I am innocence destructing  Turn on you to force the change  Turn myself into the victim  Of my own creation    I am disconnection central  Lost the party on my line  Too much longing in this distance  For a new form of communication  Communication