Can't you see that death does want me?!    I can't explain, you won't understand  The dream is gone, the falling deep  Under the spell, spoken in tongues  In the colors... of Hell.  In the ringing that chimes inside me  So drag me down, deeper still  Far beyond the black horizon, beyond the things you know!    Poison, the poison, the poison  Poison, the poison, the poison demon!    I am lost again, everything's gone  And more alone than I ever have been  Out of my mind and down on my knees  I'm losing more than I'll ever get  And even if you want to, you can't ever help me  Nor can I ever hope to reach you  But I love to fall... Need the rush  So don't pray for my soul 'cause I'm already damned!    Poison, the poison, the poison  Poison, the poison, the poison devil!    I am down again, everything lost  And more gone than I ever have been  I'm not here to stay, not made to last  Total destruction is the way for me!    And when I kill, I kill!  When I kill, I really kill!  Yeah, when I kill, I kill!  So I take the poison even though I know that it kills!    Treachery... I will betray you all  With a poisoned kiss, filled with deceit  Smiling turning my back  And leaving you all behind  In chaos, and drunk in desperation  Trying to escape this meaningless life  A child of death, playing with fire  So sing for my soul 'cause I cannot be saved!    Poison, the poison, the poison  Poison, the poison, the poison god!