I am merely the product  Of the life that I've lived  An amalgam of sorrows  And the wisdom they give  But the weight has grown heavy  And it's dragging me down  It's so hard not to sink now  But I don't want to drown    [CHORUS]  I'm damaged  But somehow I've managed  This far  But I don't know if I can find my way back home  I'm damaged  But somehow I've managed  For now  But I don't think I can face this on my own    There is beauty in hardship  There are poems in grief  There are trials we must go through  Though they may shake our beliefs    But I don't know how I got here  Lost in the cynical dusk  Set adrift in the worry  That I've no one to trust    (CHORUS)    If to suffer is holy  I'll take my share of the pain  I can swim through this sadness  If there's something to gain    I can reach for the surface  And try to pull myself free  But the last thing I want is  To drag you down here with me