It might seem I'm not that weak   Hide behind these words I speak   To convince myself that I make sense     Everyday I ride this fence   On my lack of confidence   Chemical imbalance   Makes me wonder how   Things are underground     No guarantees I'll feel any better   If I take my life No guarantees I'll feel any better   If I medicate my mind     No guarantees     Pump your toxins in my heart   Fill me up a shopping cart   If you promise I'll start over   Just like new     When you notice I'm aloof   Or abrasive next to you   Pray I make it through   All my horrid fears   Just asking why I'm here     No guarantees I'll fell any better   If I take my life   No guarantees I'll feel any better   If I medicate my mind   No guarantees I'll feel any better   If I cut my time   No guarantees I'll feel any better   If I take my life     No guarantees