(based on "IF ONLY …" by Christina M. Riggs)    Here I sit in my cell  Plain white, stone cold walls.  All alone with my thoughts, memories  and my regrets to keep me company.  WISHING ONLY IF . . .   Dreaming of holding my babies,  hearing their tiny voices and laughter.  Watching them grow up.  Dreaming I could see and touch  my Mom without the glass.  IF ONLY . . .  IF ONLY . . .   I HAD REACHED OUT!  Dreaming of feeling wet grass on bare feet.  The sun on my face, wind in my hair.  Watching the stars   Feeling peace, hope, happiness, and belonging  IF ONLY . . . I' D REACHED OUT!  Reality, I' m alone on DEATH ROW.  With no sense of hope, peace, or happiness.  Day in, day out, I relive my failures, regrets    And that terrible night, knowing I'm  to blame for losing my babies.  Realizing that what I dream of most  Could have been reality for me    Could have been reality for them    IF ONLY . . . I' D REACHED OUT!    Here I sit in my cell  Plain white, stone cold walls.  All alone with my thoughts, memories  and my regrets to keep me company.    WISHING ONLY IF . . .  I 'D REACHED OUT!