Oh I will go to heaven  When I die at least  Or will I burn with fever  And end up with the beast  Will I be forgotten and forgiven  For mistakes I've done and making  Or never understand  That I'm born in devils hand    Who am I good or bad  Not to know it makes me sad  Who am I wrong or right  No answers in my sight    I'll never understand  I will never understand  Where I belong  I'll never understand    Oh I heaven I will meet  In heaven I will see  The people that I love  The people that I need  In hell I have to face myself  And talk to them I hate  And shake hand  When I die at least  I maybe end up with the beast    I'll never understand  I will never understand  Where I belong  I'll never understand  Where I'll be  When I'm gone  I'll never understand    Forgiveness father forgivenesss mother  Cause now I hear  The demons are coming  I don't want to follow them down