Here I stay, I bet you wish I was away    Such a potent opinion from someone    Who was never meant to be here    So alone, especially when I was with you    You didn’t have to suffer now    I guess you made that crystal clear       Can’t you see? That’s not me    Well, I guess I wasn’t looking    When they slipped something in my drink    Never breaks, just mistakes    It’s true I can’t do anything right    What difference does it make?       Had your trust until I killed it in distrust    In absentminded slumber I’ve burned    All those bridges down    I can’t stand how all the grains slip through my hands    Persistent state of breakdown    Is running all I have into the ground       Don’t try to understand me    Don’t read between the lines    You can’t comprehend me    It’s just a waste of your time    My fortune reads bitter    A million ways to abuse    Playing victim doesn’t fit her    I guess I’m born to lose