"Trials of Sleepless Nights"       No pity for the daring   you unleashed your furling whip   I stood hands out, dumbfounded   as you shot me from the hip.      When did you grow a spine   I wasnt there for this.   I thought youd be there for me   Cupid's arrow missed.      Precision like a surgeon   You cut my heart from yours   With duties of a virgin   Your diabolic plan unfurled.      I drink away my sad inside   Until its all grown up   I think of times I walked with pride   and savage beast reforms.      My mind is blurred with false illusions   Pseudo-faith restored   My heart is empty, wont you help me   Sick of sad ignored.      The line we walk of light and dark   Is blurring from within   You think youre right, with all my might   I cant see what you mean.      Torture thunders my mind wonders   What ive done to you   Awkward Silence, bouts of violence   Another dream come true.      Ill cut my throat and bleed for fun   If thats what you want to see   Ill wipe your tears, sustain your fears   Its over when I say.