Took a walk down my life today   Broken and empty roads are paved with regrets and guilt I have made   Crushing what bits of hope remain   Do you want to believe what I believe?   I don't remember how to eat, sleep or breathe   Trapped inside this state of decay   You can't tell me that I don't want to stay   I know my pain...burn the faces beyond   Kill me long before I wake   Take me to my sleep I wait   Stifle my breath with every scream   I don't know when I lost my dreams   All my hopes, all my desires now extinguished in my wills fire.   It is gone and I no longer care   Come with me and some hate I'll share   You see no pain in my eyes, that is just my clever disguise   I will not cry to you,   You will not see the truth   Took a walk down my life today   Broken and empty roads are paved with the regrets and guilt I have made   crushing what bits of hope remain   Do you want to believe what I believe?   I don't remember how to eat sleep or breathe   Trapped inside this state of decay   You can't tell me that I don't want to stay   Suffering...lifeless age....face the pain...life's sweet suffering