Again the sky has fallen down on me    Once more a world has crumbled down and over me       And yet in some twisted way    I enjoy my misery    And in some strange way    I have grown together with my agony       I feel home in despair for I dwell in grief    and I feel home when the air's too thick to breathe    and I feel home anywhere human lives are going down the drain       For as long as I remember life has been hard    I guess they have "misery" written somewhere in my stars       For I have mourned for so damn long…    that I've forgotten what it was for    Everything has gone so wrong    that I really couldn't think of anything more       I feel home in despair for I dwell in grief    and I feel home when the air's too thick to breathe    and I feel home anywhere human lives are flowing down the drain       I feel home in despair for I dwell in grief    and I feel home when the air's too thick to breathe    and I feel home anywhere the light of day is drowned in heavy rain       Yet I know the worst is still to come