Now everything    that used to matter to me    is taken away    forever gone       The only things    I really have left here    …in this life    are bitter hate and this gun       From this trip I´m taking now    I´m never coming back…       It´s time, tonight´s the night    -the last one of my life    This time I´ll just let myself go    and leave this world behind       The booze flows in    like blood to heart that beats no more    and blows the flame of fear out…       I raise the gun    - my finger on the trigger -    and put the barrel into my mouth       From this trip I´m taking now    I´m never coming back…       It´s time, tonight´s the night    -the last one of my life    This time I´ll just let myself go    and leave this world behind       It´s here, tonight´s the night    -the last one of my life    With no fear I´ll just let my life go    and take the six-feet-dive…