How could I’ve let things get so far gone?   I never figured it would come to this.   The caution signs were there,   I just ignored them all,   now I’m a fucking wreck and it’s all my fault.      If I could say just one last thing,   it would be thank you,   and now I finally see the person that I want to be.      I had made a grave mistake, misprioritized.   Hindsight afforded me a look into myself.   Didn’t act the way I should,   now I’m on my last nerve,   If I had another chance I’d give what you deserve.      You deserve more.   I’ve fucked up everything,   like humanitarian intervention.   I tear myself apart like schizophrenic hallucinations.   So now I’m out here on my own,   and I am on the run.   It’s time to rethink who I am,   and what I should have done.   I’ve made mistakes, I’ll learn from them.   I hope one day you can forgive, I won’t forget.