'd search the world to find the key to my head      To understand the reasons why I can't be      Alone for a moment without regretting every word      That has jumped off my tongue, confusing every one            My arms can't hold back the loneliness      I've felt since I lost sight      My arms can't hold back what my hands      Have already deceived            Already deceived            So much is different      So much has changed      So many reasons why I don't want to see my face      Somebody bind my hands and make me understand...            I try to remember just what happened on that night      The things I did, the things I said, it never ends      It's like this face that lay beside me just won't leave      it stays right by my side and never goes away            I don't want to understand....