In emotion,   carried fragments of hate   astrayed in blur of mind.      Raised the vanguished faults   ...lost enlightment...   buried senses of long lived   and deceased.      Awaken      All i can see,   in here,   is that i've lost in illusion's play.   Bleaker and closer to heaven,   these shattered formations faint trail   move this light.      Come closer to my mind,   come through me.   Leave me behind,   to see,   too faintly,   this absurd renewing.