There's a door here, but it will not break   There's a stone there, but it won't remain   Up there a heaven now, but it will not wait   And the lies there, the scent of it, just too much      So should you,   Sow it once and make it grow, the sweet clematis   Let it flower, and paint it all of the colors bold   Instantly things fall and fade, return to silence   Why oh why, why does it all feel so sorrowful?   Dreams of what is real      There's a breath here, but it will not break   There's a face there, but it won't remain   Up there a heaven now, but it knows no name   And the stain is the color of red through red      And thus,   You cannot cry, confuse the lies, try to remember   When you rise, you take your steps with a strong desire   Time goes by, a breath it comes, like something given   Why oh why, why have these nightmares not long expired   The real is but a dream      From now on,   Should it grow and open full, the sweet clematis   Flower bold, but there's no need for rejoicing more   Precious life, this life, just once, it comes just one time   Keep it close, keep it from ever just leaving you      Crying tears confusing fears they are no longer   When I stand I know I'll never be down again   Nothing that I need now, once it comes just one time   Somehow, somehow, someone, ah      Entry Number One