I feel like there is no need for conversation   Some questions are better left without a reason   And I would rather reveal myself than my situation   Now and then I consider, my hesitation      The more the light shines through me   I pretend to close my eyes   The more the dark consumes me   I pretend I'm burning, burning bright      I wonder if the things I did were just to be different   To spare myself of the constant shame of my existence   And I would surely redeem myself in my desperation   Here and now I'll express, my situation      There's nothing ever wrong but nothing's ever right   Such a cruel contradiction   I know I cross the lines its not easy to define   I'm born to indecision   There's always something new some path I'm supposed to choose   With no particular rhyme or reason