You tell me something I wouldn't hear   tell me something I refuse to know   I didn't want to hear it   it didn't sound too good from here   it's the cover of a book   it's the cover I refuse to see   I didn't want to see it   it didn't look too good from here      I didn't think you'd notice   it didn't make a difference   if it mattered that much to you   it wouldn't matter that much to me      I tried harder than you could know   was I there was I waiting   but that's me I forget sometimes   are you never coming back      It's something I couldn't ignore   it's part of me everyday   it's something I couldn't say to you   something that takes the breath from me   something that makes me angry   something that's cheap and dirty(x2)   something that takes my strength away   and I blame it on you   I blame it on you(x2)