As i sit in my room i ponder my life    everythings gone wrong it sucks to be alive   tormented by the places of the world with the little happiness   what am i to do      this life i live causes more pain then happiness   why should it go on it's so fucked up   i cannot take it much longer   the pain in my sides ive been backstabbed so many times   should i just end it all   it seems it would make everything better      you tell me not to do this but i dont know what to do   im so lost and confused   i need to find where im at in my life i hurt the ones i love   i cannot take this for much longer i cannot hurt anyone anymore   please tell me what to do i cannot think for myself      this life i live causes more pain then happiness   why should it go on it's so fucked up   i cannot take it much longer   the pain in my sides ive been backstabbed so many times   should i just end it all   it seems it would make everything better      my friends are the only people i can trust   but even friends can stab you in the back   so why should i be in a world like this its all too confusing for me   please just leave me out of this world let my enjoy my solitude      i am through with your lies this life is not good   this life i live causes more pain then happiness   why should it go on it's so fucked up   i cannot take it much longer   the pain in my sides ive been backstabbed so many times   should i just end it all   it seems it would make everything better   i cannot go on living like this....