here i am   lying here with my leg in a steel jaw trap   i've been here such a long time now and i'm suffering   so far away, and i need you here as the days pass by   and go down where i want to see you   so bad, im trying to get away      here i am   now i've been wondering now   just where are you?   i've been waiting such a long time now   and you're not home, i'll stay right here   i shouldn't worry, but i know what's going on   i need you now, i want you   so bad, i'm trying to get away      how would i tell the children now   that you were my love   how would i tell my children now   that you are my love and    how would i make love without you   when all i know is this one moment   here and now i want you to know   i miss you so, so bad      i'm trying hard to think of it clearly   now, but i'm all fucked up   the coat you wear is the price i pay now   and i dont let you think of yourself   i know i know i know i know i know now, yes i know now   won't you live, and the coat you where is the price i paid   now i'm suffering   when will this ever end