I hold up my hands   I stare   And they are clean, untainted by the world   All I can do is sit and think   Think of what I could have changed   "Why, oh why", I ask the sky   In return all I hear is thunder   Blinded by my light, my day   Guided by my faith through the garden   Bless me while I make my stand   Watching, waiting for the storm   Comfort cannot compensate   Nothing could replace your arms   One sigh away from going mad   Reason hanging by a thread   Scrawled on the wall in tears and blood, these will be my final words      No tears   No sorrow   I’ll wait for tomorrow      I gave everything I had   I gave everything I did not   All this time   All that time   This is not the way it was   Faceless figures in the dark gesture me to join their cause   I stand by what I believe even though I know the reality   Drain me of the dreams I’ve earned   Strip me of the pain   Make me one again   Find another way to breathe   I no longer give you consent   Lay the noose around my neck   Tie me to the stars above   Scrawled on the wall in tears and blood, these will be my final words      No tears   No sorrow   I’ll wait for tomorrow      Now   Here on this day   It begins   Pure innocence   Gone with doubt   Hold my flight up above   Cry your name to the wind      Wind my mind back to where I began   Try to accept my role in this game      I’ll wait here for my time   I lived a lie and it made me one   I felt complete   I felt whole   I take it back, as I      Fall to my knees and reach for the sky      Take my eyes and make me one with the night   Use my fears to make this slow   Take my life and tell me who I should be   Pray I cannot call this home      Shrine   Take me alive to your hive   Vacate your throne as I die   Rain for days   Melt away   Bring me down   Bring me home      Have you come to wash my sins away   This, I wonder   You’ve turned blackest night to crystal   Yet, I wonder   Granted, every day I am dying   Still, I wonder   Why have you relinquished your life   This, I wonder      Nothing seems the same now that you are gone   I’ll wait, I’ll wait   For my star to fall with your name engraved   I’ll wait, I’ll wait   Still, I know the truth and what lies within   Wake up, please wake up   This is killing me and all that I am   Wake up, please wake up   What else do I have? What else do I want?   I’ll wait, I’ll wait   I won’t see the world like I did before   I’ll wait, I’ll wait   Day by day, I live, while I wait to die   Wake up, please wake up   Nothing seems the same now that you are gone   Wake up, please wake up and make it stop      I hold up my hands   I stare   And they are broken beyond all repair   All I can do is sit and think   Wondering how much more I’ll sink   "Why, oh why", I ask the sky   Silence is its sole reply   Blinded by my light, my day   Light that once led my way   Bless me while I make my stand   Fighting for this cursed land   Comfort cannot compensate   I have not yet begun to hate   One sigh away from going mad   Now I am one short of what I once had   How could I, in all my time, destroy something so divine      Breathe in the sky   Bleed out the night   Breathe sky just to bleed night; I can’t breathe      I hold up my hands   I stare   And they are broken beyond all repair   The sun, the moon, the earth, and the rain   All you ever gave was pain      Without you, I am damned   Forsaken   Forgotten