This is my realisation to myself   I won't get it from anyone else but I'll probably go through all the motions til they wake up in my mind   When I saw I was woken up by fear then I realised      Love to tell you they can break you   They prove it to you by breaking metal to your skull   I'm sorry Luscon that I couldn't be there   They kept you circled and pushed me away from you   Like I'm part of this betrayal   And it feels like it's all in your hands   Felt like I'm part of this derail   And it bleeds right into your own hands      Well I know when I'm making up my mind   All the motions intertwine but I'm feeling like I just crumble and   I just break through the walls   Don't confuse yourself with planetary beings that don't care for you      Love to tell you they can break you   They prove it to you by breaking metal to your skull   I'm sorry Luscon that I couldn't be there   They kept you circled and pushed me away from you   Like I'm part of this betrayal   And it feels like it's all in your hands   Felt like I'm part of this derail   And it bleeds right into your own hands      Felt like I was one of them   Well I might as well have been   Next time I promise I'll be more help to you      I'm sorry Luscon this time   Do you believe me?      Well I'm sorry and I mean it   You know if I could be then I'd be there   I'm caught up in my ways you know what I said   You that that I would      I'm sorry Luscon this time   Do you believe me?      The sum of all my fears - it never quite adds up and then I find mine   The sum of all my fears - it never quite adds up and then I find my way again   The sum of all my fears - it never quite adds up and then I find myself   The sum of all my fears - it never quite adds up and then I find myself      The walls are closing in   But they can't help it      Felt like I'm part of this betrayal   And it feels like it's all in your hands   Felt like I'm part of this derail   And it bleeds just right into your own hands