blood a lot from me    it fell to my lot to be wounded early in the battle    my heart was hit by your power of killing    my eyes demonstrate well my pain    and she's more restrained inwardly(inside)    i'm so weak compared to you    it could have been you who got hurt    what would you do in my place    my despair is everywhere and it's scaring me    the sky is cloudy with a cold wind stunning in my face    IN THE BEREAVEMENT, MY MIND IS CLOSED AND THE PAIN STAYS FOR LONGTIME