All this time   I gave myself, to find   The truth I believed   I nearly deceived   Myself again      Dark days are   Only a shade too far   The memory stays   In ten thousand ways   I wish I was home      All I   Can do from here is die   I wish I was home   I wish I had known   What I know now      What I have left   Is not enough yet   So please bear with me   It won't be easy      But that's good