My negativity is killing me   And it’s bringing all my friends down   I’m in a bad mood again   And soon my friends won’t even want me around      They try to cheer me up   They do the best they can   I just get mad at them   But I’m glad they try   When I know that I   I just can’t break out of this rut I’m in   Because it’s hard to smile   when you hate everything you see   When much of life is a waste of time   It’s hard to be happy      I know it’s up to me    I am my only chance to change   And I’m running out of time   I’m getting older everyday   And I don’t want to spend my life    With a frown on my face   But no matter how hard I try   I just can’t seem to feel ok