why love and hate are always together?   specially when we have to make some decision   close your eyes and you will feel   everything that you could not share when you were just a kid   I'll make it clear for yourself      the best I could do was not enough for me   you've learned from the best      (you've learned from the best)   I had pain, I was confused   (you've learned from the best)   how far can I go when I'm far away from myself?   (you've learned from the best)   just take me as I am   (you've learned from the past)      the pain is back and you can't sleep again   you can not stop thinking but this time you got some hope   I try to fall asleep but I can't   maybe with some alcohol   you can help me you can hate me   please take me as I am      the best I could do was not enough for me...