I have been wrestling with the thought of it all   since you left me out in the cold last fall   I wake up lonely and go to bed the same way   people they call me just to make sure I'm O.K.      But I think I'm healing, damn this feeling   I have been reeling, since last season   It's the one thing I had left   from everything i'd kept    I'm going to miss how bad this has felt.      Women adored me for the sad look in my eyes   and now they ignore me for getting on with my life      'Cause I think i'm healing, damn this feeling   I have been reeling since last season   It's the one thing I had left   from everything I'd kept   I'm going to miss how bad this has felt   How bad this has felt   How bad this has felt      Leaves they are falling, just as I let go of you    winter is calling, and I have no memories to lose