don't wait up for me   i can't think straight   this time please don't freeze   just run from focus til i can't see      why am i the one   resenting everyone i love   don't wanna fake another smile   don't ever want to see you move on      CHORUS   why is it everything is all the same   even through all the fame   i stand beside myself inside of a joke   even when i admit to take the blame   and tarnish my own name   the guilt inside me causes myself to choke      all these dreams in me   achieved but still i don't feel complete   all alone somehow   this time there's nothing stopping me now   i'll reach my arms outside the windows   catching any breath i can   i'll need the strength to lie about   my perfect promised land   these words embodying them all   as herds of dolls before the fall   caked up in makeup   tracing circles in the sky until i call      coming to my senses   losing all i never had   i'm burning each and every photograph   to keep from looking bad   saving faces i've forgotten   save my own face, no exception   frame them safely, fake a smile   and say goodbye to my reflection