only you know when i look back   do i believe you   you said you were scum   you were right   all those time i was watching them   thinking how sweet   you were only watching her   thinking of yourself   when you said you were living through me   living through him   i never once thought that you   wanted her to like you as much as he did   you ruined my    plans never seem to work out   shouldn't plan, never hope   should've quit before i began   when i was far behind you   playing songs on the radio but i    forgot to make sure you were listening   perking your ears to his words   charming her with your silhouette   and elegance   moments like this seem so unreal   wonder what my hope was spent on   magic's a dream that fades in the sun   she's looking at me but thinking of you