My Elders say that its leading me astray but fuck you that's only one point of view   My elders say, I don't care what they say cause its turned around and its coming back to you.      Hating the waiting the anticipating the boredom that sleeps in my eyes   Smoking and drinking my eyes to the brink and I still cannot find what is mine      Its coming back to you      why do I try so damn hard not to lie when all I get from you is shit   how can I try to amend how I lied land a snake ,punch the wall once again         mash it down,   it makes the fucking world go 'round,   Then it stops and that's your lot,