She lived by a window, diconnected eyes   Holy book beside her, waiting for sign   Crucifix pressed tightly to her silent heart   Streets of gold before her, deliverance from the dark       Fear of God in heaven still remains   Fear of asking daily in His name   Fear of dying lonely with my pain       Save me from the justice of this burning land   Walking in the shadow of the big man   So forever branded with the mark of Cain   Stalking like a lion, raging in my pain       Fear of God in heaven still remains   Fear of asking daily in His name   Fear of dying lonely with my pain       In my room is waiting, one of human form   Feels no sad emotion, nothing to return   He's coming in my dream, the one I've had before   He wraps me in white linen, and slowly shuts the door       Fear of God in heaven burns within   Fear of asking vainly to forgive   Fear of dying lonely with my sin   Fear of crucifixation once again