I still remember how it used to be   I thought the only thing   That mattered was me      You always told me it was just insane   To feel such joy while others feel pain      There's no way to change this angry heart   Cause when love goes it will tear you apart      And it's been this way since time began   It's a desperate search for a promised land   And the years slip by like so much sand      So many people who are dying to live   It tortures my heart they've got so much to give      I never saw it as a battle before   To win the fight    There has to be more      And there's no way to change this angry heart   Cause all these fears   Will tear you apart      And it's been this way since time began   It's an endless journey, it's the fate of man   To live each day and never understand      And it's been this way since time began   It's a desperate search for a master plan   And the years slip by like water through your hands