When it seems   Everyday used to be so well   I'm taken back by the insights you want me to tell   When it seems   I forgot about the shadow of your secrets   Falling over and over until I'm broken into pieces   But this is not the way I want us to be   So I'm   (Giving up on your truth)   This is not the life you promised for me   Now I'm      Pushing myself from you   (No, no holding back)   I want to confront your abuse from what pain may come   (No, no holding back)   Let me inhale my breath before I leave on the run   (No holding back)   Easing the wounds of some for the sake of none   (No, no holding back)   The hardest part is to forgive   The hardest part is to forgive what you've done      And you would suspend everyone close to me   Sending messages to my head for who I'm suppose to be   And I would lie down only for me to find out   That I was listening just to run out my time now   And now you think this is the way it will work   But I'm   (Giving up on your truth)   The more you scatter me in the dirt   The more you'll find yourself hurt   Cause I'm      Pushing myself from you   (No, no holding back)   I want to confront your abuse from what pain may come   (No, no holding back)   Let me inhale my breath before I leave on the run   (No holding back)   Easing the wounds of some for the sake of none   (No, no holding back)   The hardest part is to forgive   The hardest part is to forgive what you've done      I never wanted you to run from me   I didn't think that what I dreamed   Was what this would come to be   Forget this      I never wanted you to run from me   I didn't think that what I dreamed   Was what this would come to be   Forget this      I never wanted you to run from me   I didn't think that what I dreamed   Was what this would come to be   Forget this      I never wanted you to run from me   I didn't think that what I dreamed   Was what this would come to be   Forget this      You   (No, no holding back)   I want to confront your abuse from what pain may come   (No, no holding back)   Let me inhale my breath before I leave on the run   (No holding back)   Easing the wounds of some for the sake of none   (No, no holding back)   The hardest part is to forgive   The hardest part is to forgive what you've done