It's all to clear now   Well I've been running away   Almost on the hour of mostly everyday   Now I see colors   That I've never seen   And the reddest of then all, so vibrant out of me   Without you   I don't know how to be   See this zero   The lowest of the low   I let you take me down 'till lower I could not go   Now I see scars   I willingly made   I facilitated one need   Now here I lay   Tell me what was I   What was I thinking   Tell me what was I   What was I thinking   Tell me what was I   What the hell was I thinking