If now was then I'd hold your hand   The sky would open up and swallow us in   Things changed so fast I could not see   Just what the hell was wrong with me      On another world where we're still friends   My thoughts are clear, not crowded in   I wouldn't make the same mistakes again   I wouldn't be the jerk that I still am      If I had the chance to do it all again   I'd tell you all the things I never said   All the feelings I could not understand   Everything that I've been holding in      My wishes are still unfulfilled   I wonder if they ever will   Come true someday, somewhere, somehow   and strip away the fear I feel right now