This heart has been in battle,    but now its time to retreat    Nothing hurts as much as    admittance of defeat    Head down n tail between the legs,    I leave the raging field    Until it is too late,    so that no more blood is spilled       The blood of my heart,    turns to thousand tears    When I think of my betrayer,    the one that I held so dear       Oh moon let the shining of your face    light up my path of mistakes    Come guide this wounded heart back home    cause I want to be alone....       This heart has been imprisoned,    behind a wall of guilt and shame    Its been shut out of all the light,    smothered with permanent stains    I never thought this happen again,    but I was wrong, oh so wrong    First she held me in her arms,    and now shes long long gone