Looking through the pictures   Of the life I left behind   I feel the pain take a stab at me   'Cause me, you cannot find      So tell another lie to me   Just to make me feel alive   And give another pill to me   So I won't feel the need to die      The flame burns the twisted end   And fantasy rises once again   I feel the change take part of me   I feel myself slowly break free      The question is why I cry   Because you don't seem to care   Out of my control, you took my life   And now I look back and I'm not even there      I feel that this pain   In my life   Has been so alive   Since the first time I cried   Until the day   That I will die      And I don't belong here   I feel so alone   In this place   In you I have   Disappeared   Without a trace      And I will never go back