She was a light amongst this night   Extinguished by her need to be like them   At tear crumbles and hits the ground   The grass is greener over there      A million needles made her crazy   I'd hang to each of her new words   She used to be so beautiful but so guilty   Like a puppy next to a terd   They say fight your fights, stand for rights   Survival of the fittest   I say learn to fight but stay out of sight because   Survival is for the fullest of shit      A heart more like a brick than flesh   She never meant to make me cry   Her hair was golden like her smile   Her chewed lips bled if she kept smiling for too long      Everywhere that I go I see her, it's as though   She's still here but she's not, she has died and is rot   In her room I can see her reflection in her vanity mirror   She didn't have to die   She didn't have to die like this for me      And I cried because I had lost an angel   And I cried because I'm bleeding her wounds   And I cried because I know there's no heaven   And I cried because I know where she is   She's under this      A million people alive on Earth   So why do I miss this one so much?   All she ever had to need was to need me   And all I ever need is her touch   They say fight your fights, stand for rights   Survival of the fittest   I say learn to fight but stay out of sight because   Survival is for the fullest of shit      Only under, only under me   She's only under, only under me   But she's gone, she's so gone   So close to me but we'll never meet again