Lying here alone wishing I could hold you   But you’ve gone back home   Take another pill, looking through my diary   Who else should I call?   Who else has to know?      You and I were something special   But you want to settle down   I am only holding you back, so you’ve gone      We were holding hands this time last Sunday   But now my hands are cold   Scanner sees my brain but not what I’m thinking   I wish you could had stayed   I just loved you too much      “It is for the greater good,” you said    “If you really love me then you’ll want to see me happy   Which is why I’m going to go”      Your life will move on, mine is stuck in stasis   Until I will soon ascend   I loved you so much that I had to see you happy   Now you’re happy it’s the end   Goodbye   Goodbye   I tried   I died