i always sleep through holidays   dont really wanna see my face   i cant know im alone if i am not awake   i always sleep through holidays   sitting by myself inside a tiny room   watching bad tv, got nothing else to do   drink till i get sick, start howling at the moon   spending all my nights just missing you   i always feel so goddamn small   i dont fit in so fuck them all   close my eyes i cant let on im miserable   i always feel so goddamn small   sitting by myself inside a tiny room   watching bad tv, got nothing else to do   drink till i get sick, start howling at the moon   spending all my nights just missing you   spending all my nights just missing you      god im so fucking lonely   on the floor in my kitchen   drunk on thanksgiving   just hoping and wishing   that i can fall asleep and forget about where i am   forget that you arent here   yeah i think im sleeping in.      sitting by myself inside a tiny room   watching bad tv, got nothing else to do