through a mask of illusions the world sees me   for something that im not   my hearts dug in deeper then youd think   but still in the cast of a shadow i stand   at some point ill be lost      strive to see reality   not what your eyes see   but what it really means   strive to see reality      your blind eyes are oblivious to me   you nor no one else can see me for who i am   only in time as we evolve   may i ever reveal myself for you to see   the true innerself, the real me   dont even fucking try               ________________________________   who am i to say im misunderstood   if the only way i see myself   is only by a reflection