These thoughts make me sick   and there's not a day not walking into the darkness   Moments of grief, experiences, memories   everything pours in my head endlessly   I feel like I'm going to burst   And all my hatred & anger   Will come on sight   I will not know the meaning of the word mercy   And I know all this sounds pretty dark and negative   But I cannot feel the other way about capitalism!   This wills never going to be over!